SatyaMom (original poster member #83919) posted at 12:30 PM on Tuesday, March 11th, 2025
Im hanging in…..he is staying with SIL…who has lectured me on how porn " isn’t so bad " and can be healthy ( no kidding as long as it isn’t compulsive, and leads to prostitutes 🙄) I guess it’s how you want to live your life….love vibe or high vibe.
Hardest part for me is that while WS has created his own suffering, I worry. I love him….and he is extremely remorseful and sad. That’s kind of his MO. So I come back here-and read and remember the seriousness and cruelty of what he has done TO ME- the gaslighting, lying to my face etc. pathetic 😢