How is it fair?

I'm having a bad day. Its been one where I've been around people who knew me before dday (few months ago) I'm.not ready to tell everyone yet so I pretended in a way by saying nothing.

I got so upset when I was on my own thinking about my children. I've always wanted children, I knew I would be a good mum and I get so much joy from them. I love being a mum, I knew I always would. For me it's what life is about. I don't need anything else.

My sadness comes that why is it that because of WH selfish ans disgusting actions do I get to have time away from my children. As they grown they will experience things without me. How the hell is it fair.

He choose to have affairs, he put his children and me at risk. He had an affair while I was pregnant and had small child.

How is it fair?? I wish he would vanish.

I just needed to vent. It's been a crap day

10 comments posted: Wednesday, March 1st, 2023

Is NC possible with children?

Has anyone managed it in-between times when the WH has contact with children?

I'm trying to have NC rest of the time but not sure if it's futile because I have to see him round my children and its like starting all over again with healing/trying to process what's happened and divorce when he leaves.

11 comments posted: Wednesday, February 22nd, 2023

Is NC possible with children? (moved to Just Found Out)

  This Topic has been moved to Just Found Out

0 comment posted: Tuesday, February 21st, 2023